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Monthly Archives: October 2014

Facing fear

27 Monday Oct 2014

Posted by mrasawmiller in dreamtime

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Sometimes the cause,

has greater power than fear.

Sometimes courage with persistence,

makes this so clear.

To put yourself at risk,

even your life on the line.

Could be what hard hearts,

need for a sign.

Transform their thinking,

and make them aware.

Amazed at your courage,

and how much you care.

Asaw Miller

Am I a good tenant Mth. 21

26 Sunday Oct 2014

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Amazing vineyard that has been left in our care.

Are we releasing to the owner, his rightful fair share?

Too easy, just too easy, to look elsewhere.

Is this a picture of who you are, do you fear.

The vineyard our world I am sure what is meant.

We farmers are charged with being a good tenant.

Comes a time when there will be a nice big harvest.

The landlord will come asking to give him our best.

From my life there will be such blessing seen and to be had.

Not sharing my harvest with the landlord, am I just as bad?

Doing so well, such success and acclaim.

Riches and honour and glory to my name!

The landlord comes asking, where is his share?

It’s mine, mine, my work, my very good care.

Too easy to justify all the effort and hard work.

My hand to the plow, the tasks, I never did shirk.

I deserve this harvest. It is only my fair reward.

The other tenants agree. We are all of one accord.

Then he sends again, saying, I only ask what is mine.

I give just a little hoping, that all will be fine.

Much more is due, next he sends his own son.

Surely we must give from the harvest He won.

My heart full of greed and selfishness, I must confess.

Same as those old Pharisees, probably give even less.

But now I’m realizing what my responsibility is.

So blessed in the role of tenant, in this garden of His.

Now I have determined to give Him His due share.

Perhaps He will give me more vineyard to care.

That a great harvest will come in that, I won’t want to hoard.

That I will be seen as a good tenant,  by my amazing landlord.

Asaw Miller

Who am I

26 Sunday Oct 2014

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Who am I? A question I often ask myself.

An ordinary guy, living life ordinarily.

And yet my life is the most important thing in the world for me.

Understandably, nobody else has that view.

They have their life.

Most of you don’t know me, and… I’m not sure I want you to.

Asaw Miller is not my given name, just encapsulates my ordinariness.

You will notice, most of my posts involve God.

Let’s be clear, I am not a theologian, never been to a bible college.

Sometimes wanted to, but the intricacies of theological debate?

They try my intellectual capacity, and my patience.

Secretly I would love to be proved clever.

But I know it has proved my undoing.

I have “leaned on my own understanding”

All I now know is my own fallibility, and Gods infallibility.

Yet He says, “I stand at the door and knock,

If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,

I will come in and dine with him, and he with me”

This is my breakfast, dinner and supper.

Seems to me the world has been mightily changed by men and women

of all shades of genuine belief in Christ and vocation.

I have no doubt, in some way, my own belief system is also flawed.

And yet, I hope, that in my ordinary journey through life.

I will be used in some way.

As I write my thoughts become clear to me.

Life’s journey takes on new meaning.

Maybe they will help you.

Your life is the most important thing in the world to you.

Let it become important to the world you live in.

God Bless

Making of a Rock. Peter

26 Sunday Oct 2014

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I had followed Jesus,

these last few years.

Committed, I had put aside,

all other cares.

He was all I hoped for.

For all that I had seen,

Had transformed me from,

the person I had been.

Simon a fisherman from,

a small town in Galilee.

He said I call you Peter,

a solid man is who I do see.

I have determined to follow him,

whatever may come.

I will defend, although there’s,

opposition by some.

In Jesus I have a new found knowledge,

and faith in this day.

I will never let Him down.

Nothing will stand in my way.

Then he said you will all scatter,

when you see me in big strife.

I said no way! I will follow you.

Even defend you with my life.

What happened next, I could not,

accept or understand?

He would not let me defend.

Though totally underhand.

The popular support, my mates,

Jesus,  no longer here.

My whole world shattered,  lost.

I gave into foolish fear.

I bitterly wept. I had let Him down.

Jesus gave a sorrowful look.

I left, my promise came to nothing.

For Him I had now forsook.

More than that, for He was God.

Jesus rose from the dead!

I had walked with Him in this life,

on earth that He had led.

Again He met with us disciples.

Revealing he is just the same.

Not a word did He say, I a downcast feeling,

of utter…..utter shame.

Called Peter, dependable, reliable, brave,

a leader, the man.

Really Simon, just a Galilean fisherman.

My promise just a sham.

Still loyal, I realize , I should do what,

I really do know best.

From all this turmoil, and trouble,

I just need a total rest.

Then one morning, He came again.

He stood on my lake shore.

As though nothing had changed?

Just like it was before.

Then he asked, Simon do you really,

love me more than these?

Yes Lord, you know I do. I will do,

anything, anything to please.

Feed my lambs, but then He asked,

again He  asked, twice more.

Do you really love me, Simon?

You need to be absolutely sure.

I do. How good it felt to tell him this.

That He did, really want me now.

I could start again. My failure had somehow,

lost all it’s shattering power.

Feed my sheep, He said.

It felt like a big responsibility.

It told me He accepted me.

My weakness and all my frailty.

No longer just Simon, but Peter.

I felt I was a new man.

Accepted by God, He will lead me,

in this His biggest plan.

Made me feel oh so good.

Now wanted, with my chequered past.

Forgiven, restored, my strength in Jesus.

A future in God, that will be seen to last.

The Rock

Asaw Miller

Zacchaeus

25 Saturday Oct 2014

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I was successful and so rich.

Although some would claim.

A cheat, disloyal, should be filled,

with guilt and shame.

I always loved accounts,

and playing with the figures.

Became a tax collector,

despite ongoing little sniggers..

Caught in a life of riches,

yet feeling oh so poor.

No way out . This my life forever.

Rotten to the core.

I had heard amazing things,

Jesus was coming my very way.

Just maybe he could change my life,

so I could feel…. a little bit okay.

A good teacher like him,

Could hardly accept a man like me.

Decided from a distance,

I would watch him from this tree.

Then he came past and looked,

Way up there so high.

Come down he said , I will eat with you.

I had to wonder why?

Would this man accept me?

I knew I was absolutely bad.

But now I want to change my life.

Raised hopes and heart so glad.

This confounded some, and went against,

all they did believe.

That God would love a guy like me,

is hard for others to conceive.

I said this day if I have cheated anyone,

I will pay back him fourfold.

I will give half my riches to the poor.

This has made me oh so bold.

A new man,  changed, leaving all behind,

I decided there and then.

If I can be accepted and forgiven,

I will go and tell all other men.

My security in Him alone,

Never again to feel , so empty and so hollow.

No longer looking for my own desire,

It is Jesus I want to Know and follow.

Asaw Miller

Appointed

25 Saturday Oct 2014

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It was with some amazement,

I felt quite unqualified.

Yet it was me he asked,

Much responsibility, implied.

What about those other men.

Much better in every way.

But no they said it’s you we choose.

To lead us into, another day.

Can it possibly be ,  oh foolish dream.

Can they really know what they do mean?

It cannot be.  I am full of doubt.

Do they really know what they’re about?

Yes they said,  it is your opportunity.

Surely the time prepared for you.

Just relax have faith,

To God and yourself, time to be true.

Take up the appointment,

The job is just right.

Do your very best.

You’ll be filled with delight.

Asaw Miller

Journey of life

25 Saturday Oct 2014

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What a struggle life is,  seems that way to me.

Are my hopes too elusive?  Where is victory?

Even when I’m winning,   and feel so upbeat.

My past confirms, assures,   of some future defeat.

The thought in my mind,  Yes a battle surely won!

But a partial victory really,  the battle’s just begun.

The war goes on, hopes disappointed,  I cannot forget.

Weary bones, money worries, aloneness,  and yet.

“Why oh Lord do you stand far off? Why do you hide yourself? Ps10

But then forgive me Lord,  for I am reminded.

It is true of your blessings,  I have become blinded.

Great family, amazing health, successful business,

wonderful peace.  So what an exciting life it is.

Vibrant with change.  Fears banished.

All my troubles just seem to have vanished.

“For you O God, do see trouble and grief;

You consider it and take it in hand.

You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted;

You encourage them and listen to their cry” Ps 10

So it is truly amazing,  and beyond belief.

Ruin we have wrought,  yet you consider our grief.

When I look to the stars ,  and all of creation.

My God is totally,   beyond imagination.

“The work of your fingers,

the moon and the stars which you have set in place.

What is man that you are mindful of him?

The son of man that you care for him” Ps 8

Is it true,  or am I just on a big high?

Is God somebody,  on who I can rely?

But then I turned and read Mathew eight,

With growing excitement,  it is never too late.

Jesus came to earth,  just according to plan.

He cares for the leper,  the centurion’s man.

The crowds were amazed with what they saw.

A fever banished in Peter’s mother-in-law.

Healed the sick,  and demons driven out.

Calmed the storm.  What’s it all about?

“This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah:

He took up our infirmities,  and carried our diseases” Math 8

And so it is,  as with Job of old.

I realize in weakness that I am bold.

Yet just maybe,  you never do know?

God may bless me,  so I never feel low.

Asaw Miller

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Anythings possible

24 Friday Oct 2014

Posted by mrasawmiller in dreamtime

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Sometimes I look for intricate solutions to impossible problems,

I give up, put in the too hard basket, concentrate on the do-able,

But then the seemingly impossible has become possible. I have a solution.

People look in amazed admiration.  I realize so simple.

Not exactly sure why my solution worked?  The insurmountable overcome.

Exciting success that I have instigated.  Yet there is a mystery,

My success is not logical. At least I know that.

But the world just sees an amazing breakthrough, which they thought was impossible.

Anythings possible.

…………………………………………………..

Too hard,  too hard.

Seems to me like the impossible.

Don’t try too hard,

Beware of looking just like a fool.

Too often in the past,

I have tried in faith and failed.

Never easy or simple.

Hard work has been what is hailed.

Though maybe, there is an easier way?

That could lead higher.

A way that has no struggle, that is amazing.

And will even inspire.

When with no real effort.

Something totally new comes about.

A whole new way of thinking.

Too easy……my heart full of doubt.

But then I start writing,

Seemed to make things so clear.

Was a breakthrough, I could soar,

Like a wood pigeon floating in air.

A freedom to say and to feel.

To discover this ability and gift.

For me was so exciting.

And gave my spirit a great lift.

Yet a mystery why I had never,

seen or tried this before.

Or is it only now that I am ready.

Willing to open this new door.

Afraid to be different, to take a risk.

Missed chances, can be so sad.

But now anything is possible.

My heart’s desire can be had

Anythings possible

Asaw Miller

Lost Friends

24 Friday Oct 2014

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It was a long lost friend that caught up with me.

My friend was in trouble as far as I could see.

It felt good that he came , to me as a good friend.

Needing help, Oh how I wanted to see him just mend.

Another friend then also decided to come our way.

To walk with us through hill and bush all day.

My friends decided they would rest a while.

It seemed a good idea, and brought a smile.

But then I had to leave them there,

Looking all safe, and in good care.

So I crossed a valley, steep and wide.

Looked back, and then…. I nearly died.

Saw wild dogs, savage, about to kill.

My two dear friends on that far hill.

I cried and yelled a warning, but too late.

I could not help, I would have the same fate.

My friends, my friends, so sad to see.

Why did you choose to not journey with me?

by Asaw Miller

Crippled

24 Friday Oct 2014

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My friends had watched me,  in all my strife.

A sorry cripple was I.  My bitter lot in life.

My friends defended,  so earnestly concerned.

Others told a troubled life like mine,  is always earned.

I deep down felt it could be true.  It was my fault.

So sad my feelings of failure,  I just could not halt.

My friends determined to help,  and see me right.

Take me to this famous healer,  to win the fight.

Through the roof lowered,  to help me in my plight.

Looking down hopefully,  a sorry pathetic sight.

I lay there, my weakness,  totally displayed.

Surrounded by success.  Me a failure, and afraid.

My inability to walk not really,  all my worry.

I deserve this, get me out of here,  Jesus I’m so sorry.

Then He said something,  I will never forget.

It made the watching experts,  totally upset.

It’s not your fault that,  you cannot walk.

Your faults do not count,  forget all that talk.

How good it felt,  not guilty was His verdict.

Although I knew I had been,  far from perfect.

Happy cripple now I was,  but then He said,

As if to prove a point,  get up pick up your bed!

Amazing how good it felt,  now no guilt in me.

Stand He said, legs healed,  for the cynics now to see.

I looked those expert detractors,   in the eye.

They just saw a problem.  Jesus gave a sigh.

How sad it was,   they would not celebrate.

Unconcerned for me,  just wanted a debate.

It was an offence.  Forgiveness God’s alone to name.

But forgiven, healed,  I would never be the same.

Freedom

by Asaw Miller

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